I guess i wont be able to concentrate till i fully calm down.

what have i done?
what did i do to myself?
what am i going to do?
how did things turn out this way?

Basically, i am disappointed with myself, disappointed at how i managed everything that is currently happening in my life.

Disappointed at the upcoming exams,
Disappointed at my lack of commitment
Disappointed at how i managed my relationship
Disappointed at my lack of discipline

Although some things went well,
it stills feel like whatever that can go wrong, went wrong this semester.

How can i turn the tables around within 2 days and still do ok?

Please, let my inner confidence and motivation rise, i need it more than anything now.
Please, i beg you.

ok girl, enough of the ranting, no one will help you take your exams, no one can be you,
you got to pull urself out of this mess.

ok, get cracking....
Jean, you are smart, you are smart, you are smart, you are smart, you are smart, you are smart