I felt it, i really do...
The stress weighting on me is really breaking me down.
I thought i could manage, i thought things will be fine
and yet, i am left in an emotional battle.

I have always told me to protect myself.
Just recently, i thought things could change,
things will be different.
and now i feel that perhaps it is better the way it used to be.

Perhaps, i am asking for too much.
But i know i need that external sunshine sometimes.

Somehow, i can feel myself tearing apart.