I hate myself for feeling this way the night before my computing exam.
it is just not right.
i no longer knew where i was heading.
i should have settled it long ago.
it shouldnt have drag till this long.
cause despite so long,
i cant change how i felt abt it initially.
i thought things will be different,
i thought it will turn out alright.
it is depressing, it hurts, but it is true
i can no longer deceive myself.