Sensitive?
i dont mean to feel that way... i really dont.
i dont mean to think that way... i really dont.
it just happened naturally...
it came across my life and left a scar, a fear...
it is the natural human reaction to build a barrier from it and so i did...
i just dont want myself to be hurt.
i dont want myself to feel useless.
i fear the pain, the eyes and the mouths...
i guess i am glad i left that place, the place with the emtional threat.

A war with no fights might still be a war
it does not need anyone to get rough.
just a twist of the eye and the war begins

am i being over-sensitive?
perhaps i am.
just like what u mentioned...
u dont understand why i think this way.
sometimes neither do i...
i have no answer to ur qus.
i have none.

e only solution is to prevent myself from comparing...
i knew that e only way.
Right now, i have managed to lessen our comparisions
i have no time for it.

but sometimes, late in the night or when someone mentioned it,
i will still think about it,
somehow it stays there...
but i know oneday it will all be gone.

i really hope i knew why i feel this way...