No boundaries, no restrictions, no opinions
It has been a long time since i last blog... a few months i guess... couldnt really remember how long....
Haiz.. was really bored today...I was simply too lazy to go anywhere , just wanna to laze around at home, think abt some stuff and stare into the sky. Yea... stoning again. i am sure many of my classmates will argee esp since they have noticed me stoning in class almost everyday...
The truth is... sometimes i dont even know why i am stoning. I am enjoying it no doubt, looking at my fellow classmates and their reaction is like bringing me out of this complex world where my mind is really blank.
Haha... Yea.. btw jesster new story.. hehe must go write on the other 36 ppls hor... :p
Some updates on these months
Prelims is over!.. Ya.. improved no doubt but still couldnt go to MJC... Really want to go there esp since so many of my friends are going there too...Tough.. but i am going to try... yea going to shut my mind off any other distractions ( dota seems nice hehe.. saw jw and byran playing) , everything after o... i promised... nth before that....
Some many things have happened, changing my opinion on some stuff and ppls... Yea... prehaps things always go hay-wire at the critical time. i saw i noticed i feel... i have no right to comment to intercept.. o well it is that way... All the best! Take Care!
hahaz... Was browsing through my previous entry and realised that i hadnt grown since 2 years ago...It is a long time but till now i am still so inmature in so many ways...as if i am like a 3 years old kid.... unable to make decisions for myself.... i really hate that feeling, it left me feeling miserable abt myself. I also regret, imagining what will happened if i make another moves... when i know all that i all in my dreams and is not going to happen in reality... Prehaps i like the feeling of dreaming.. It has no boundaries... no restriction... no opinion from nobody....
1 comment:
Its weird that i find myself suddenly reading your blog. U've Updated! Hurrah! DOTA is really fun. I doubt you're immature, as much as you feel it. Cheers! ANyway stoning is the after effects of drugs, you know...so perhaps should try rehab...i'm just crapping.
Good luck with the "o"s.
love,
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