well, lots of thoughts... yeah...dunno guess i been thinking a lot recently... regretting my talk even more now... sometimes, i really hope that i did not made that decision after i have did it....haiz.... it is still in my bag ... what happen to me?
Maybe.. i dont deserve it at all... i dunno.. what you think? Things should turn for the better... it should and must....lol... i really dunno what to say....

As we look around this world of today... yes... i am very fortunate... i dont doubt it...i have a happy family...friends... and someone that i like now.... I shouldnt be complaining... but have we ever wondered... what if everyone in this world looks the same, talk the same, behave the same... what would the world become.. would it be better"? but then life would not be called life anymore... the world will no longer be unique... it will no longer be worth us living...isnt it? Will we ever get a perfect world? Will we ever get one?
Let don't doublecross ourselves.... let admit to the fact that sometimes, we do hope to be another person... for their intelligence, their beauty...or maybe just for the simplest thing... sometimes, it is just a sudden feeling that we feel that we are inferior... we are not better than that other person... it just goes in this way... in a cycle... round and round... it will never end i guess....i guess it will never....

Funny... why am i talking about this....well.. i am thinking... the world is so big... why i am born in singapore... why am i this gal.. so many why? it can never be answered... well, some people say that the person we are now , what we going through in life is all fate... is what we are destined to go through...Some people say... we control our own life... but what is going through now... the mistakes and failures that we endured is for a better tomorrow.....as they say... they is always a reason for what is happening...
But well i am glad that out of this big big world that i am in... i am the person i am now.... i am glad....

i really dunno what is going to happen but i just hope that we could be like befor
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