Friends?....

Hahaz...mid-autumn festival today.....the night is so bright....and should be filled with laughter and joy....but mine?....Well, i am staring into the blank sky.....
so well, i find something to entertain myself....hahaz...i feel so sick....
One good friend once told me that in this world, there are two type of friend....Somehow....i remembered....or rather i should remember or maybe i have already remembered.....Does it sounds better in anycase?...
i once recieved an email...it really woke me up a bit....i mean well...anyway, it has the title "Moving Thoughts"...so if anyone of ya recieve this mail, try to take a little time to read it through....
Haha...i guess i am really bored....with no intention to study, i went to search the net.....And guess what i found? :There is a website that goes: the true meaning of friends...Of course ...it is a site set up by some boring ppls like me loh.....
But truely, in life how many true friends do we really have? zero maybe....
Expressions could be so deceiving....u nv know what the going on inside the heart or the brain....formulating some evil plans to do it on ya....maybe....
Somehow, as i look around, i dunno who could be considered my friend and my TRUE friends....There is a weird feeling ....like i am nv going to have one....and seriously, i am not kidding at all....It juz goes this way....happen without u noticing and when the time u know , it is juz too late....what is over is already over....
recently, i saw many cases abt between friends...of course to the negative side....which somehow made me lose trust in friendship....
Maybe...some particular year, month, day, time and second...i will understand..or isit juz some profound stuff that humans are not supposed to understand...maybe only god* could understand....(* i am not that religious )
MAYBE......